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Chapter 15

Sunday Afternoon,

At exactly twelve o'clock, the black car rolled to a halt outside the mansion gates, sleek and ominous like a hearse carrying something heavier than bodies—secrets, maybe. Regret. Inside sat two of Raahil's men. Dressed in black. Armed. Silent...Not protectors...Watchdogs. They didn't ask where she was going. They didn't need to. Their orders were simple: Follow. Observe. Return her on time.

Innaya slid into the back seat, her fingers twitching against the creased fabric of her kurta. No makeup. No scent. Not even earrings.

The city blurred past the window—crowded streets, vendors shouting, children chasing old rubber tires with sticks. And for a moment, she wanted to press her forehead to the glass just to feel something cold. Something real. It had been over six months. Six long months since she'd stepped out of the gates of that mansion. Since she'd tasted a world that didn't reek of dominance and power.

Innaya might have asked Raahil sir for her freedom, but she knew better—this wasn't freedom he was offering, only a reward he deemed fit. And truth be told, the selfish part of her wanted the money. His pay was generous—far more than she had ever dreamed of earning. She had never made a single rupee in her life, and now here she was, working, slogging, and being paid well for it. She needed to gather enough before she could leave. The shelter she had once called home was barely standing; she couldn't simply walk back and expect to survive there.

It was hell, and she knew it—but she had to endure, just long enough to collect a decent sum. She had no home, no roof over her head. Until she did, she would have to stay, no matter how much it burned.

But Raahil could never truly let her go—not after she had seen him kill a man with her own eyes. The memory clung to her like smoke. She only wished for a day when fate might grant her a boon, and she would ask for her freedom. She prayed for that day to come.

"I've worked in the Raizada estate for six months," she thought bitterly. "The pay is generous... more than most servants would ever dare dream. And yet—"

She saved every rupee she could, keeping only enough for the barest necessities. Every coin, every crumpled note, went into a small tin hidden beneath her bed. She was collecting the money so that when she finally walked free, she would have something left to start over. Yet a portion of it she set aside for the girls at her old shelter—they needed hope as much as she did. Not because she didn't want, but because she did. Because one day, she wanted to walk into that shelter with bags full of gifts. Dresses. Ribbons. Books. Sweets. A tiny slice of the world the girls had been denied. And today... today was that day.

She leaned forward, clearing her throat. "Bhaiya," she said softly to the driver, "Can we stop at a cloth centre? Just for five minutes."

The man blinked at her in the rear-view mirror. "Innaya, I was told by Sir—Raahil Raizada—not to stop anywhere unless it's on the list. Direct to the place and back."

Her shoulders stiffened. Of course. Of course Raahil would think even her errands required surveillance.

"It's not for me," she murmured, voice even. "I just wanted to buy a few clothes. And some sweets. For the girls. It'll make them happy."

He said nothing for a moment. The engine hummed beneath them. The car kept rolling. Then slowly, the driver glanced at her again—this time with a longer look, measuring her face. Her expression. Her intent. And without a word, he turned the wheel and pulled up outside a modest market street. Not the glitzy mall. Not the elite showroom. Just a stretch of humble stalls glowing in late afternoon light.

"You have exactly five minutes," he said, gruffly. "No more."

Innaya blinked. And then—smiled. A real one. Bright. Grateful. Unfiltered.

"Thank you bhaiya" she whispered, and before the moment could slip away, she flung the door open and ran.

Her dupatta flew behind her like a banner as she darted toward the stalls. She moved quickly, with purpose, fingers brushing over cheap frocks and glittery bangles, selecting colors with care, weighing the sweets by handfuls, imagining the gasps and giggles of little girls waiting for joy at the end of struggle.

Today, she didn't buy a single thing for herself. But as her bag filled with tiny dreams in fabric and sugar, Innaya felt more alive than she had in months.

And when the car finally pulled into a narrow alley, stopping in front of a rust-stained building nestled behind a collapsed temple archway... her heart stopped. It was still there. The place she once called home.

The peeling blue paint still flaked like tired memories. The nameplate hung crooked, two letters missing. The gate squeaked like it remembered her, too. And beyond it—the small garden with overgrown weeds and dying marigolds clinging to life like a stubborn prayer.

She opened the door slowly. The guard followed, but kept his distance, lounging against the gate with all the disinterest of a man doing a boring job. He didn't look at her. He didn't need to. The other one stayed inside, watching from the rearview mirror. Innaya stepped forward, almost unsure if her legs would carry her.

And then—"Didi...?"

The voice was soft. Disbelieving. Like someone calling out to a ghost. Innaya turned. And there she was. Meher. Seventeen. Still frail, still limping slightly from the accident that had warped her hip when she was eight. Her braid was messy. Her salwar too big. But her eyes—oh, her eyes— They filled the world.

"Didi!" she cried again, louder this time, and ran. The hug was instant. Fierce. Real.

Meher buried her face in Innaya's shoulder like she used to when nightmares came.
"I thought you were dead," she sobbed. "They said you were taken. That you'd been sold. I lit a diya for you every day—"

"I'm still here," Innaya whispered, clutching her like she was made of breath and bone. "I'm still fighting, Meher. I didn't forget you."

Meher pulled back just enough to look at her. "You.. your eyes look tired... what did they do to you?"

Innaya didn't answer. Instead, she smiled—soft, broken, but still a smile. Because in this small sliver of time, surrounded by chipped paint and wilted flowers, she was Innaya again. Not a possession. Not a servant. Not a pawn. Just a girl who had once danced barefoot in this courtyard under the rain.

Inside the shelter, the moment they really looked at her, something shifted in the air. The silence shattered, giving way to a flood of emotion.

"Is it really her?"

"She came back!"

"Look at her... she's gone pale. But it's her."

And then they came to her. Someone pressed a steel tumbler of water into her hand. Another dragged over a cracked plastic chair, wiping it hastily with her dupatta. Questions rained down like monsoon droplets.

"Did you run away?"

"Are you safe now?"

"Did they force you?"

"Are you married to someone powerful?"

"Did they hurt you, Innaya?"

She didn't answer at first. Her throat was dry—not from thirst, but from the ache of being seen. Of being remembered. Finally, she sat down, the chair creaking beneath her, and gave a faint smile that didn't quite reach her eyes.

"I cook now," she said softly. "For powerful people."

That was all. She didn't name the mansion. Didn't describe the cold halls or the heavy eyes that watched her every move. She didn't say how silence had become her second skin, or how she measured safety by the absence of violence. She didn't need to. The room stilled. They understood.

The older women exchanged glances—knowing, bitter, proud. The younger ones quieted, absorbing the code in her voice, the tension in her shoulders, the careful way she had folded her hands in her lap. And then someone spoke.

A woman with silver streaks in her hair and deep scars on her wrist. "You survived," she said, simply. "And you came back. That's enough."

Later, Innaya gently handed out the simple cotton dresses and small packets of sweets to the shelter girls—each gift humble, but given with love. The girls' eyes lit up as they admired the bright fabrics, hugging the new clothes to their chests and nibbling on the sweets with shy delight. Watching their joy, so pure and unfiltered, brought a soft, contented smile to Innaya's face—because in their happiness, she found her own.

A few murmured blessings under their breath. Someone placed a hand on her knee.
Someone else reached for her braid, gently smoothing it out like a mother would. And in that room, in the middle of peeling walls and broken fans, surrounded by women who had been discarded and forgotten by the world—Innaya felt something she hadn't in months.

She felt Belonging .Not as a servant. Not as an object. Not as property. But as a sister. One of them. One of the broken who had refused to be erased. And for a while, the walls didn't feel like a cage. They felt like a temple.

The Hours she borrowed from the World. For a few stolen hours, Innaya lived the life she used to pray for. Barefoot on the warm concrete floor, she sat cross-legged in the shade, a stick of chalk in hand, her dupatta tucked neatly over her shoulder. Meher and two other girls leaned close, their brows furrowed, eyes gleaming with effort and curiosity.

"Start with a capital 'M', like a mountain," Innaya said softly, guiding Meher's hand. "Then 'e', like a smiling fish..."

They scribbled on cracked tiles, pausing every now and then to ask how to shape a letter, how to sound it out, how to own the strange, foreign symbols. And when one of them managed to write her name without help, Innaya clapped her hands and whooped, laughter bubbling from her chest. Not polite, not careful — but real, reckless joy. It echoed around the compound like a song that hadn't been sung in a long, long time.

Inside, someone shrieked.

"Chai's burnt again!"

And from the kitchen, a plume of smoke and one very sheepish older woman emerged, scolding herself in three different languages. The other women laughed, swatting her playfully with their dupattas. Innaya laughed too — her stomach cramping from how unfamiliar the feeling had become. It didn't feel dangerous here. It felt... warm.

Later, she moved to the corner of the yard where sunlight poured in soft and gold. There, she knelt beside a broken terracotta pot, pushing her fingers into the soil as she planted a hibiscus cutting. She didn't say it aloud, but in her heart, she named the plant resilience.

And then, as the light softened, she sat with one of the younger girls and braided her hair with tender fingers, the way her mother used to do hers. Each loop, each twist, a thread binding her back to humanity.

For those hours, Innaya didn't belong to anyone. She wasn't being watched, judged, or used. She wasn't trembling beneath power or silenced by fear.  She was teaching .Nurturing. Living. She was herself. 

Inside the shelter, the air felt wrong. Too quiet.

There were no children racing through the halls. No laughter echoing from the courtyard. Instead, a group of women stood clustered outside one of the back rooms, speaking in hushed voices. The moment they saw her, relief flashed across their faces.

"Innaya..." one of them whispered. "A new girl came in some time ago."

Something in her tone made Innaya's stomach tighten.

"What's wrong?"

The woman glanced toward the closed door.

"She hasn't stopped crying."

Without another word, Innaya pushed the door open. The room was dim. A girl sat curled into the corner of a cot, her knees pressed against her chest. Her hair was tangled. Her eyes were swollen and red. Smudges of mascara streaked her cheeks.

She couldn't have been older than twenty-two. Slowly, carefully, Innaya approached and lowered herself onto the floor beside the bed.

"Hi," she said softly.

No response.

"I'm Innaya."

The girl didn't look at her. Her shoulders only trembled harder.

Innaya waited. Sometimes silence was kinder than questions. Minutes passed. Then, barely above a whisper, the girl spoke.

"I thought I mattered."

The words were so broken they barely sounded human.

Innaya swallowed.

"To who?"

A bitter laugh escaped the girl's lips. The sound was sharp enough to cut.

"Kabir Raizada."

The name struck Innaya like cold water.

The girl finally looked at her. Hatred burned inside her swollen eyes.

"Kabir Raizada," she repeated, and the hatred in her eyes made Innaya's stomach twist. "The middle Raizada brother. The man who ruined my life."

Her mouth twisted.

"Rich. Charming. Beautiful."

A pause.

"Rotten."

Her fingers tightened around the blanket.

"I was his assistant."

The confession seemed to rip itself from her chest.

"He used to tell me I made him feel alive. Said I understood him. Said I was special."

Tears rolled down her face.

"And I believed him."

Innaya's heart sank.

The girl laughed again. A hollow sound.

"I thought I was his secret."

Her voice cracked.

"Turns out I was just his entertainment."

She lowered her gaze.

"When I told him I was pregnant..."

The room went still.

"...he just mocked me."

Innaya's hands clenched.

The girl stared at nothing.

"He said I was trying to trap him."

Her voice was empty now.

"The next day, a man picked me up and drove me to a clinic."

She inhaled shakily.

"I went through it alone."

Her lips trembled.

"No one held my hand."

A tear slid down her cheek.

"No one even pretended to care."

Something inside Innaya ached.

The girl folded into herself.

"I gave him everything."

Her voice shattered.

"My trust."

A sob.

"My love."

Another.

"My future."

She buried her face in her knees.

"And now I'm nothing."

The room blurred through Innaya's tears. Without thinking, she moved closer. Then she wrapped her arms around her. The girl froze. For one terrifying second, Innaya thought she'd pull away.

Instead, she collapsed. The sob that escaped her sounded years old. Raw. Painful. The kind that came from carrying grief alone for too long.

Innaya held her tighter.

"You're not nothing," she whispered fiercely.

The girl shook her head.

"I am."

"No."

Innaya pulled back enough to look at her.

"Someone hurt you."

Her voice trembled.

"But what happened to you doesn't define your worth."

The girl broke all over again.

"No one's ever going to love me now."

The words were barely audible.

Innaya's throat burned. So she told her the truth.

"Then we'll love you until you remember how to love yourself."

The room fell silent. A different silence this time. Not empty. Not lonely. Warm.

One by one, the other women entered. Radha aunty sat beside the bed. Another woman brought water. Someone else fetched clean clothes. No one asked questions. No one demanded explanations. They simply stayed.

And for the first time since arriving, the girl stopped crying. Not because the pain was gone. But because she wasn't carrying it alone anymore.

The following Sunday, Innaya returned. The shelter had found its voice again. Children ran through the courtyard. Women chatted while sorting donations. Someone was making tea. Someone was arguing about a television serial. Life had resumed.

But as Innaya walked toward the back garden, her steps slowed. A lone figure sat beneath the neem tree near the boundary wall. At first, she almost missed her.

The girl wasn't crying. Wasn't speaking. Wasn't doing anything at all. She simply sat there. Still. Silent. Lost.

Pari.

Innaya had heard the name whispered throughout the week. But seeing her now felt different. Because Pari wasn't what people expected. She wasn't dramatic. She wasn't unstable. She wasn't broken in some obvious, visible way. She just looked exhausted. Like life had taken everything she had and then demanded more.

Pari sat cross-legged in the dust, staring into the distance. And for some reason, Innaya couldn't stop looking. Maybe it was because Pari looked like her. Not delicate. Not model-thin. Not the kind of woman men usually bragged about. She was soft. Curvy. Quiet. Human. What people called fat.

Something twisted painfully inside Innaya's chest. Slowly, she walked over and sat beside her. Neither spoke.

The silence stretched comfortably between them. Then Innaya finally said,

"I work at Raizada Mansion."

Pari turned.

For a moment, her face remained blank. Then a bitter smile appeared.

"So you're one of the whores who work for them?"

"No."

Innaya shook her head.

"I cook there."

Pari laughed softly.

There wasn't an ounce of humor in it.

"That house eats people alive."

Innaya didn't argue.

Pari stared ahead.

"I used to think staying quiet would save me."

Her eyes became distant.

"I thought if I loved hard enough, I'd be chosen."

A sad smile touched her lips.

"I've spent my entire life being invisible."

Her voice softened.

"The chubby girl."

"The awkward girl."

"The one boys never noticed."

She looked down at her hands.

"So when Kabir sir noticed me..."

Her eyes filled.

"...I thought it meant something."

Innaya's chest tightened.

Pari laughed bitterly.

"He didn't love me."

The words landed like stones.

"He was curious."

A tear slipped down her cheek.

"He told me he'd always wondered what it would be like to sleep with a girl like me."

Her voice cracked.

"Afterward, he thanked me for satisfying his curiosity."

Innaya felt sick.

Pari wiped her tears away angrily. Then she whispered,

"I was pregnant."

The pain in those words was unbearable.

"When I told him..."

Her jaw tightened.

"He treated it like a scheduling problem."

Silence settled between them. Finally, Innaya reached for her hand. Pari looked down. Neither woman spoke. Neither pulled away.

After a long moment, Pari whispered,

"Be careful."

Her voice was barely audible.

"The Raizada’s don't destroy you all at once."

A pause.

"They erase you slowly. Piece by piece."

Innaya squeezed her hand. And because she saw her own loneliness reflected in Pari's eyes, she answered honestly.

"I believe you."

For the first time, Pari looked at her.

Really looked at her. And something shifted. Not healing. Not forgiveness. Just understanding. Two women. Two wounded hearts. Two souls who knew exactly what it felt like to be unseen.

Sometimes that was enough. Sometimes being understood was the first step toward surviving.

As evening settled over the shelter, a guard near the gate cleared his throat. Visiting hours were over. Innaya reluctantly stood.

Immediately, little Meher rushed over and grabbed her hand.

"You'll come next Sunday?"

Innaya looked back at Pari. At the women. At the shelter that somehow felt more like home than the mansion ever had. Then she smiled.

"Yes."

Meher's eyes brightened.

"You promise?"

Innaya's throat tightened. But she nodded anyway.

"I promise."

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Sonam Kandalgaonkar

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I write heroines who are curvy, plus size, simple, or plain because beauty has never been about one perfect standard. Beauty is always in the eyes of the beholder. A woman does not need society’s approval to deserve love, obsession, respect, and a powerful story.