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Chapter 5

The wedding was over.

The garlands had begun to wilt. The cameras had stopped flashing. The murmurs around the house were low, strained—as if even the walls were uneasy about the man she had just married. Gayatri sat still while someone removed her veil, adjusted her bangles, and straightened her saree one last time. Every touch felt mechanical. Final.

There was no laughter. No teasing. No warmth. Just silence... heavy and suffocating.

She stared at the floor, her mind blank, when the door opened. Her mother walked in.

"Gayatri," she said sharply. "Look at me."

Gayatri lifted her eyes slowly. Her mother sat beside her, posture stiff, expression hard—not a trace of softness in her gaze.

"Listen carefully," she said, her voice low. "Men like Digvijay Chauhan don't tolerate weakness. You're not going there as a daughter-in-law who will be pampered. You were a peace offering."

The words landed heavily. Gayatri's fingers tightened in her lap.

"You will adjust," her mother continued. "You will not argue. You will not complain. Whatever he says... whatever he does... you will accept it."

Gayatri swallowed. Her throat felt dry. Her mother leaned closer, her voice dropping further.

"If you come back... if he sends you back... we won't be able to face anyone. Your father's name is stained because of this marriage. You understand that, don't you?"

Gayatri nodded faintly.

"Give him no reason to send you back. Use your eyes. And take whatever he does to your body. That's all you need to do. That's all you can do."

The words cut deep. Not comfort. Not reassurance. Just instructions like she was being sent into something she had to survive.

Gayatri's breath grew shallow. Her mother stood up, adjusting the pallu over Gayatri's head one last time.

"You only have one job now," she added quietly. "Stay there no matter what happens."

She left.

The room felt colder. A moment later, her father appeared at the door. He looked older than he had that morning. His shoulders drooped, his eyes were red, and his face was lined with exhaustion. He walked in slowly and sat beside her. For a second, he didn't speak. Then he reached for her hands and pulled her into a brief, tight hug.

"I'll miss you," he whispered hoarsely.

Gayatri stiffened.

His next words came even softer... heavier.

"Don't ever come back."

Her body went cold. She didn't move. Didn't hug him back. The meaning settled slowly inside her.

Here she had always felt like she didn't belong. There she was, going as a bride no one truly wanted.

She realized, with a quiet ache, that she was unwanted in both homes. Fate hadn't just been cruel; it had been precise.

Her father pulled away, wiping his fake tears, and left without looking back. Gayatri remained seated, staring at nothing. No tears came. No words formed.

Just a hollow, quiet pain spreading inside her chest... as she prepared to leave one home where she was invisible... and enter another where she was already feared.

The courtyard outside the Yadav house was dark. Quiet. Suffocating. The wedding lights had been switched off, and the leftover decorations hung lifelessly, like the last breath of something that had died.

Digvijay stood beside a black SUV, one hand in his pocket, the other holding a cigarette. Smoke curled lazily around him. His sherwani was slightly open at the throat, revealing the edge of a tattoo along his collarbone. He looked completely at ease... untouched... as if the wedding had been nothing more than a routine errand.

Like a man waiting to collect something he had already bought. Gayatri stepped out, her brother beside her. His grip on her arm was weak, uncertain—and he still didn't look at her. Not once.

Her feet felt heavy. Every step felt like she was being dragged away from whatever little familiarity she had left.

As she reached the car, Digvijay's eyes shifted toward her. Just one glance. Cold. Measuring. Stripping her down to nothing without touching her.

She paused unconsciously, waiting... hoping... maybe he would say something. He didn't.

He flicked the cigarette away, crushed it under his shoe, and opened the back door. Then, as she hesitated for a fraction of a second, he spoke—without looking at her.

"Get in," he said quietly. "I don't wait."

The tone wasn't loud. It didn't need to be.

Gayatri quickly slid inside. He followed and shut the door. The silence inside the car was brutal. No music. No congratulations. Only the low hum of the engine and the oppressive presence beside her.

Digvijay leaned back, eyes half-closed. After a moment, he glanced sideways at her trembling hands.

"You can stop shaking," he said flatly. "I don't bite unless I have a reason."

Her breath caught. She immediately clasped her fingers tighter. He looked back ahead, uninterested. The car began to move.

Gayatri looked out of the window. The lights of her home faded behind her—her room, her familiar walls, everything dissolving into darkness. Her eyes burned, but she forced the tears back. After a long stretch of silence, Digvijay spoke again casually—as if commenting on the weather.

"You should understand something before we reach my house."

Her heart started pounding.

"This marriage isn't protection," he continued. "It's leverage. You exist there because I allow it."

Her throat went dry.

He didn't even look at her as he added, "Don't mistake my silence for kindness. I simply don't waste words."

The rest of the drive passed in suffocating quiet. When they finally arrived, the estate loomed like a fortress—dark stone, tall gates, no decoration. No warmth.

Inside, a few family members waited. His mother. His sister. Elders. All of them are tense. Careful. They lowered their heads when he entered.... Submission.

Gayatri stood beside him, waiting for some welcome ritual. Something to make this feel like a home.

Digvijay raised his hand lazily.

"This is my wife," he said. His voice carried easily across the hall. "Mahipal Yadav's settlement."

The words struck like a slap.

He continued, his tone edged with quiet cruelty. "They couldn't pay me in influence... so they paid in blood."

Gayatri's fingers went numb. He slowly circled her, his gaze moving over her like she were an object being evaluated.

"Looks fragile," he murmured. "Hope she lasts longer than their reputation did."

No one spoke. He stopped in front of her, noticing the tremor in her lips.

"You're scared," he said softly.

It wasn't a concern. It was an observation. He leaned closer, his voice dropping to a whisper only she could hear.

"Good. Fear makes people obedient."

Her stomach twisted painfully. He straightened and addressed the room again.

"She stays out of my way. No unnecessary attention. No drama." He paused. "If she cries... let her. She'll learn."

Then he turned back to her, eyes cold.

"You're not here to belong," he said quietly. "You're here to remind your father who owns the board now."

He walked away.

Gayatri remained standing in the center of the hall. No one moved toward her. No one welcomed her.

She stood there, dressed in red... but feeling stripped of everything. But she realized—she hadn't entered a marriage. She had entered a power play, and she was the piece being sacrificed.

His bedroom was massive. High ceilings. Silk curtains. Gilded mirrors reflecting a bride who looked too small for the space. The four-poster bed stood in the center, draped in deep red, like something ceremonial or ominous.

It smelled of sandalwood and silence. Gayatri sat at the edge of the mattress, still in her bridal sari. The jewelry dug into her skin. Her bangles clinked softly every time her hands trembled. She didn't dare remove anything. She didn't dare move too much.

Once, she had imagined this moment differently—shy smiles, hesitant conversation, nervous laughter. Now there was only dread.

The door opened.

Digvijay walked in slowly, rolling up the sleeves of his black kurta. Calm. Unhurried. Completely unaffected. He looked like a man entering his study, not his wedding night. He stopped a few steps away and looked at her.

Not with anger. Not with desire. Just detached indifference.

That somehow hurt more.

Gayatri tried to hold his gaze, but her courage faltered. Her fingers tightened around the edge of the bed. He gave a faint, almost amused smirk.

"You look terrified," he said quietly.

She nodded faintly.

He stepped closer, pulled off his watch, and placed it on the table with sharp precision. Then he said the words that would splinter her to the core.

"You know, I thought Mahipal's daughter would at least be... beautiful."

Silence.

"If I had found you attractive, I might've made use of you tonight; at least then you'd serve some purpose."

Gayatri flinched. Her fingers curled into the bedsheet.

He kept going. Calm. Clinical. Cruel.

"But looking at you now? In that saree? All painted up like a desperate prayer?"

"It's almost tragic. You don't turn me on. You turn my stomach."

Her eyes filled with tears. But he wasn't done.

"Don't worry. I won't touch you. I have someone else who satisfies me. She knows when to stay quiet and when to moan. And she's not this."

He gestured at her like she was furniture.

"So relax. You won't be used tonight. Not because I care, but because even my hatred has standards."

A tear slid down Gayatri's cheek. She quickly wiped it away, embarrassed.

He noticed.

"Crying already?" he said mildly. "You'll exhaust yourself if you start this early."

The humiliation burned deep.

He turned toward the window, lighting a cigarette. The flame briefly illuminated his face—sharp, unreadable.

"Sleep wherever you want," he said, exhaling smoke. "This arrangement doesn't require anything from you tonight."

He paused, then added coldly, "Just remember—you're here to exist quietly. Nothing more."

He walked to the door and went out.

The door closed.

Gayatri remained seated on the edge of the bed, her shoulders slowly collapsing inward. No shouting. No confrontation. No chaos.

Just quiet humiliation, sharper than any wound.

The room felt bigger now. Emptier.

And Gayatri realized—even in the privacy of marriage... she had been reduced to nothing more than a presence he could ignore.

That hurt more than fear. More than anger. It made her feel invisible.

Gayatri sat frozen for a long time, the silence ringing in her ears louder than any scream. Her body felt foreign. Her heart was numb.

All her life she had feared being invisible. Now, she wished she were.

She removed her jewelry slowly, each piece feeling like a chain. Her bangles. Her earrings. Her mangalsutra.

She curled up in a corner of the room, not on the bed—she couldn't bring herself to lie in the same space where he might—and for the first time since the wedding, she cried. Not like a bride. Not like a woman.

But like a girl who realized that no one was coming to save her. Because her fairytale had become a sentence, and the villain wore her husband's name.

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Sonam Kandalgaonkar

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I write heroines who are curvy, plus size, simple, or plain because beauty has never been about one perfect standard. Beauty is always in the eyes of the beholder. A woman does not need society’s approval to deserve love, obsession, respect, and a powerful story.