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Chapter 4

Gayatri barely slept.

The night stretched endlessly, heavy and suffocating. She sat curled in the corner of her bed, her phone clutched tightly in her trembling hands. Her eyes burned, swollen from crying, and her throat was raw from whispering one name over and over again—like a prayer she hoped someone would answer.

"Aarav..."

She dialed his number again.

The ringtone echoed in the silent room. Each second felt like hope crawling slowly toward her. Her heart raced... Maybe he would pick up... Maybe everything was a misunderstanding... Maybe he would tell her not to worry...

The call disconnected. Her fingers shook, but she pressed redial.

Again.

And again.

And again.

She lost count. Ten calls. Twenty. Thirty. Fifty. Maybe more. Each ring felt like a gasp of air. Each unanswered call felt like sinking deeper underwater. But she didn't stop. She couldn't. She clung to him like the last thread holding her together.

By 3 a.m., her eyes were half-closed from exhaustion, but she still stared at the screen, waiting. Hoping. Refusing to accept silence.

At 3:12 a.m., her phone buzzed.

Her heart leaped violently. Her fingers fumbled as she opened it. It wasn't a call. It was a message.

"Don't call again. This was a mistake. I thought I'd get something out of being with you. But now that your father's ruined, so are you. I'm not interested in you anymore. Good luck with your new husband."

The words blurred. Gayatri stared at the screen, her hands shaking uncontrollably. The man who had asked for her favorite color. The man who had smiled at her over chai. The man who had said he liked how "kind" she was.

Gone.

Just like that. As if she had never mattered. As if she had only been useful until she wasn't.

Her chest tightened painfully. She pressed her lips together, trying to stop the sob rising in her throat. She didn't want to break. She really didn't.

"No..." she whispered weakly, shaking her head. "He... he didn't mean that... he's angry... he'll call back..."

She stared at the screen again, waiting for another message. None came. Her breathing grew uneven. Tears slipped silently down her cheeks, but she wiped them away quickly, almost stubbornly—as if refusing to let herself collapse completely.

Something inside her cracked, not loudly, not violently, but slowly, quietly. Like fragile glass developing a thin, spreading line.

She hugged her knees tighter, rocking slightly. "I'll be okay..." she murmured to herself, though her voice trembled. "It's okay... it's okay..."

But it wasn't. The last bit of hope she had been holding onto slipped away in that single message, and Gayatri sat there, trying desperately not to fall apart even as everything inside her quietly began to break.

The sun rose like any other morning. Birds chirped. Light filtered through the curtains. Somewhere in the house, utensils clinked softly.

But inside Gayatri's room... the sunlight felt cruel. Cold. Almost mocking — as if the world had decided to move on while her life was being sealed.

Today was her wedding. To the most feared politician in the city. Gayatri sat motionless on the stool, her hands resting limply in her lap. She hadn't slept. Her eyes were swollen, hollow, and dry—like she had run out of tears.

Her mother stood behind her, draping a deep red silk saree around her. The fabric was heavy. Too heavy. It pressed against her shoulders like a burden she couldn't shrug off.

"Lift your arm," her mother said quietly.

Gayatri obeyed. Like a doll being positioned. Gold bangles slid onto her wrists. One by one. Their soft clinking sounded louder in the silence. A necklace settled around her neck, cold against her skin. The maang tikka was pressed into her hairline.

Every ornament made her feel less like herself and more like something being prepared for display. No one asked her how she felt. No one told her it would be okay. No one even met her eyes.

Her mother worked mechanically, her expression distant, almost detached—as if this were just another duty to complete.

Gayatri slowly lifted her gaze to the mirror.

The girl staring back looked like a bride but an unhappy one. Red silk. Gold jewelry. Darkened mehndi. There was no light in her eyes. No nervous excitement. No shy happiness. Only fear... quiet and suffocating.

Her lips parted slightly as she whispered, barely audible, "This is really happening..."

Her throat tightened. She wanted to say she wasn't ready. She wanted to stand up, run, and refuse—but her body remained still. Her courage had drained away somewhere between last night's message and this morning's silence.

The girl in the mirror didn't look like a bride. She looked like someone being sent away. Someone being offered. Someone being sacrificed.

And as the final pin was fixed into her saree, Gayatri realized... by evening, she would belong to a man she feared more than she understood.

The mandap was set up in the private courtyard of the Yadav estate—hurried, controlled, and stripped of celebration. No loud music. No excited relatives. Only a handful of important faces were seated in careful silence.

Outside, the media had already been fed a neat, polished lie: "Two rival political families unite to strengthen peace."

What they didn't say was the bride had no choice. What they didn't show was the fear hidden behind her veil.

Gayatri walked forward slowly, her mother beside her. The sound of her anklets felt too loud in the suffocating quiet. Each step felt heavier than the last, as if the ground itself were pulling her down.

Her heart wasn't racing anymore. It felt numb. Like she had already crossed the point of panic and entered something colder. Then she saw him.

Digvijay Chauhan.

He stood near the mandap, tall and composed, dressed in a black and gold sherwani. He didn't look like a groom waiting for his bride. He looked like a man who had already won something.

For a moment, Gayatri forgot to breathe. He wasn't frightening because he looked harsh or cruel....No.

He was... devastatingly handsome. Sharp features. Calm posture. A presence that filled the entire space without him moving an inch. Any other girl might have blushed seeing him.

But Gayatri felt cold. Because of his eyes. They were steady... unreadable... almost emotionless. Not curious. Not shy. Not even mildly interested. Just cold. The kind of cold that didn't shout—it observed. Measured. Calculated.

It felt like he wasn't looking at a bride. He was assessing her. Like a predator watching something fragile walk willingly into its reach.

Gayatri's steps faltered. Her fingers tightened around the edge of her saree. A chill ran down her spine. She had heard stories about him — ruthless, controlled, dangerous — but seeing him in front of her made those whispers feel real.

Her throat dried up. For a brief second, her body refused to move.

Every instinct inside her whispered, "Run."

He didn't smile or nod. Didn't even pretend warmth. He simply watched her approach—calm, composed, and terrifyingly still.

Her mother's grip tightened on her arm, grounding her.

Gayatri forced herself to move again. One step. Then another, and with each step closer to him... the fear in her chest grew heavier.

Because she realized this man wasn't angry. He wasn't loud. He wasn't cruel in an obvious way. He was calm, and somehow that made him far more frightening.

The rituals blurred into one another. The sacred fire crackled between them, its flames licking upward like silent witnesses. The priest's chants filled the air, but to Gayatri, they sounded like verdicts... each word binding her tighter, sealing her into something she couldn't run from.

Her hands trembled in her lap. The bangles clinked softly—the sound felt like chains. The jewelry dug into her skin. The heat from the fire mixed with the cold radiating from the man beside her. She felt trapped between two forces—one burning, one freezing.

Then came the sindoor. Digvijay moved forward without hesitation. No pause. No softness. No glance, asking permission. He picked up the pinch of red powder.

For one fragile second, Gayatri's breath caught. A foolish, desperate hope rose inside her—maybe he would be gentle... maybe he would at least pretend, but he didn't. He leaned forward and filled the parting of her hair in a firm, deliberate stroke. His fingers didn't tremble. They didn't linger. It was precise... controlled... final.

It didn't feel like a blessing. It felt like being marked. Claimed.

A few grains of sindoor fell onto her forehead. She felt them like burning embers. Her fingers curled tightly into her saree, nails digging into her palm. Before she could steady herself, he leaned closer. Too close.

She felt his presence like a shadow swallowing light. His voice came low—calm, almost bored—which made it worse.

"Smile for the cameras, Mrs. Chauhan."

Her pulse stabled. He tilted his head slightly, his lips barely moving as he continued, each word slow... deliberate... cutting.

"Your father's favorite doll..." A pause. "...now sits exactly where I wanted her."

Her breath caught painfully.

"And remember," he added softly, "flowers don't survive long in my world. They either learn to grow thorns or they burn."

Cold fear spread through her chest. This wasn't anger. This wasn't cruelty shouted in rage. This was something darker — controlled... calculated... toxic in a way that seeped slowly into the bones.

Gayatri realized then—he wasn't just marrying her. He was enjoying her fear. Watching it. Letting it settle.

Someone from the media called out, "Look here!"

Her head turned automatically, and she smiled.

The smile felt unnatural, stretched, and hollow. Because that was what daughters like her did. They smiled... while their names were erased... while their futures were handed away... while they were quietly claimed by men who saw them as nothing more than leverage.

Beside her, Digvijay sat perfectly composed, eyes steady, and expression unreadable.

As if he hadn't just frightened her. As if he hadn't just warned her. As if he had simply taken possession of something that was always meant to be his.


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Sonam Kandalgaonkar

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I write heroines who are curvy, plus size, simple, or plain because beauty has never been about one perfect standard. Beauty is always in the eyes of the beholder. A woman does not need society’s approval to deserve love, obsession, respect, and a powerful story.