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Chapter 1

The Yadav household had always been loud. Full of voices, opinions, demands, and judgments. But not hers.

Gayatri had learned young that in houses like hers, daughters were meant to disappear. Her mother's words still echoed in her ears—"Girls who speak too much never bring honor. " So Gayatri stopped speaking. She listened, she watched, she obeyed. And eventually, they stopped seeing her altogether.

She was the eldest, but never the priority. Her younger brother, Daksh, was the sun the family revolved around. He was smart, ambitious, charming—and he treated Gayatri like a piece of worn-out furniture. Not cruel. Just indifferent. The kind that cuts deeper than hate ever could.

At twenty-six, Gayatri was still unmarried, still unwanted. Not outspoken enough to rebel, not beautiful enough to be noticed, not soft enough to be loved. She was round where society said she should be thin, quiet where she should be giggling, and practical where she should be dreaming.

Except she did dream. Silently. Furiously. Dangerously.

Her days were spent at the local school, teaching seven-year-olds how to write their names and stand in line. It was the only place where someone looked at her with something close to affection. Her students loved her because children hadn't learned how to measure someone's worth yet.

But nights... nights were different. Nights were when the silence screamed. When her family spoke over her, around her, but never with her. When wedding proposals came for slimmer, fairer cousins. When her mother sighed and said, "We'll never find someone for Gayatri unless he's blind or desperate."

Gayatri laughed with them once. That was the last time.

All her life, Gayatri had been mocked for her appearance. She was barely five feet tall... soft... plump... with curves that never fit the rigid, polished image her political family liked to present. While others praised slim silhouettes and sharp features, she became the silent example of "what not to be."

Relatives whispered. Guests stared. Friends passed comments disguised as concern.

"She should lose weight."

"She doesn't look like a politician's daughter."

"Who will marry her?"

Each sentence chipped away at her confidence, slowly, patiently, like drops of water wearing down stone.

She never attended parties. Never stood beside her family during public gatherings. Never appeared in photographs meant for newspapers. She didn't fit into their carefully curated political image, and everyone knew it—even if no one said it openly in front of outsiders.

And yet, the irony was cruel. The world believed she was the pampered daughter of the Yadav family. The protected princess who was kept away from the public eye out of love and security. People assumed she lived a life of luxury and affection.

They didn't know she was indeed protected but not cherished. Shielded but also hidden. Kept safe yet kept away.

Gayatri never asked for much from life. She didn't dream of power, status, or wealth. She had grown up around all of it and knew how hollow it could be. All she wanted was one person. Just one.

One kind, honest man who would look at her and truly see her—not as a burden, not as a compromise, not as a last option, but simply as Gayatri.

She prayed for someone with tired eyes and a gentle voice. Someone who wouldn't flinch at the sight of her bare skin. Someone who wouldn't ask her to shrink herself to fit into his world but would make space for her as she was. But she didn't know fate could be crueler than her own family.

Politics was the lifeblood of the Yadav family.

Her father, Mahipal Yadav, had been an MLA for three terms and now eyed a ministerial seat in the upcoming state elections. Her younger brother, Daksh, was being groomed as the political heir—social media ready, fluent in both English and hypocrisy, and arrogant enough to think it was charm. Their home was a daily battlefield of strategies, press meets, and power lunches.

And Gayatri? 

Gayatri taught nursery rhymes and tied little shoelaces.

She had grown up around campaign vans, shouted slogans, and too many broken promises. She wanted none of it. Politics meant lies, and she'd had enough of those for a lifetime. So she kept her head low, stayed away from the guest rooms filled with oily politicians, and focused on chalk dust and crayons instead.

That evening, as she quietly cleared her plate in the kitchen, she overheard them talking in the drawing room.

"She's of age now," her mother said, loud enough for the help to hear. "People are beginning to talk. We need to find her a match soon."

Her father grunted. "What kind of match? Who will marry her?"

Gayatri stood still.

"She's not bad," her mother defended, though the tone lacked conviction. "She cooks, she earns, she doesn't speak much. Some middle-class civil servant, maybe. Someone we can control."

Her brother's voice joined in, laughing. "Please don't expect a politician or someone respectable to want her. Just marry her off before the elections. She's not going to help our image."

Her chest burned. It felt as if someone had poured fire straight into her lungs. But her face remained calm—it always did. She had learned long ago that reacting only gave them more to say.

Gayatri had mastered the art of disappearing while standing in the same room. Of swallowing humiliation without letting a tear fall. Of turning numb when words became too sharp.

Gayatri was used to such talk—from everyone. Her parents... her relatives... even her friends. For them, they were just words. Casual remarks. Harmless jokes. But for her... every sentence sliced through her heart.

Because they judged her by her looks... her outer appearance... never by the person she truly was inside.

Without saying anything, she quietly walked to her bedroom, just like she always did, ignoring everything that was said. But once the door closed behind her, the silence screamed louder than their voices ever could.

The next morning, Gayatri woke to the usual sounds of politics—the clatter of teacups, the murmur of alliances, the sharp bark of her father's phone calls. She didn't expect her name to be called.

"Gayatri," her mother said, stepping into her room without knocking, as always. "Wear something decent. There's a boy coming to see you."

Gayatri blinked. "A boy?"

"Not a boy, a man. A teacher. Works at that government school near the sugar mill. His family approached your father last night." Her mother sniffed, clearly unimpressed. "Not as well-off as we'd like, but he has a stable job. Decent face, polite."

Gayatri didn't know what to say. Proposals never came for her. Not without strings or shame.

"He's coming today?" she asked softly.

"Yes. And don't speak too much. You have a habit of sounding too educated." Her mother paused, looking her up and down. "And try to suck in your stomach when you sit."

By evening, the living room was filled with awkward formality. Gayatri sat quietly in a rust-colored cotton suit, hair braided simply. Her palms were damp. Her heart raced. Then he walked in.

Aarav Mishra... Thirty, maybe thirty-one. Tall, dusky, and clean-shaven, with kind eyes and a quiet presence that didn't demand the room but gently warmed it. He greeted everyone with respect, offered a slight smile, and then finally looked at her.

Really looked. Not with pity. Not with judgment. Just saw her. They were sent to the terrace to "talk."

For the first few minutes, they sipped tea in silence, both awkward. Then he spoke.

"You teach first graders, right?" he asked.

Gayatri nodded, surprised. "Yes. You?"

"Third grade. Hindi and social science." He smiled, and it reached his eyes. "I saw your picture. I thought you'd say no."

Her brows rose. "Why?"

He gave a small shrug. "Because you're from a political family, and I'm just a schoolteacher."

"You're more than just that," Gayatri said before she could stop herself.

His eyes softened. "And so are you."

Something bloomed in her chest. They talked about books, their students, and the smell of new chalk boxes. He told her about his late mother, his father's small farm, and his dreams of starting a night school for underprivileged kids. She listened, enraptured.

For the first time in years, Gayatri laughed, and when her father called her back down, her heart was floating.

The proposal was accepted that night. He said yes.

Maybe, she thought as she lay in bed later that night, this is how it begins. Maybe not all stories are made of war and suffering. Maybe this time, I get to be chosen.

She didn't know that Aarav Mishra would never become her husband. Because her story didn't belong to men like him. It belonged to monsters, and one of them was already watching.

For the first time in her life, Gayatri woke up looking forward to the day. Mornings no longer felt like rituals of survival. She had someone now. Aarav, a gentle name. A gentler man. They spoke every evening—about school, families, dreams, silly memories. He never raised his voice, never dismissed her words, and always asked before taking any step.

"Are you comfortable with this, Gayatri?"

"Can I visit your school this weekend?"

"Should we tell people at the temple yet?"

Always asking. Always respecting. It was strange. She wasn't used to being asked. At school, her colleagues noticed the change first.

"Gayatri ji, your cheeks are glowing," teased Meena, the art teacher, with a wink.

"She's in love," giggled another. "She's floating during class. I saw her smiling at the wall!"

Gayatri tried to hide her face behind a stack of notebooks, but the blush betrayed her. They were all women—tired, overworked, underpaid—but in that tiny staff room, they rallied around her like teenage girls. Giddy. Happy for her. Hopeful by association.

When Aarav came to pick her up after school one day, wearing a light blue shirt and holding a single rose, the peon whistled from behind a tree. He took her to a quiet tea stall by the lake. Nothing grand. But he had remembered her love for cutting chai with extra ginger.

"This is not much," he'd said.

"It's everything," she whispered.

And she meant it.

At home, her mother was unusually civil. Her father had stopped mocking her for once. Daksh ignored her still, but even his silence felt less venomous. Maybe because she no longer needed his approval. She had someone of her own now.

Someone who smiled when she spoke. Someone who waited for her answers. Someone who didn't mind the extra weight on her hips or the way her voice shook when she got nervous.

Maybe this is what marriage is supposed to feel like, she thought one evening, looking at Aarav's contact name glowing on her phone.

Safe. Soft. Silent.

She didn't know that across town, another name had crossed her father's desk. A name that wasn't safe. A man who wasn't soft.

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Sonam Kandalgaonkar

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I write heroines who are curvy, plus size, simple, or plain because beauty has never been about one perfect standard. Beauty is always in the eyes of the beholder. A woman does not need society’s approval to deserve love, obsession, respect, and a powerful story.